full grown woman

Sometimes…

Life gets the better of me.

It just does.

And I get grumpy, and irritable, and the mere sound of my children makes my head pound.

And so today I sent them away. Matt, Christian and Lily…be gone! (They went to the gym, and to dinner without me.)

I took a long bath to brood.

And think.

And grieve.

And sob.

And then, I got out, and put some clean clothes on.

And now, I miss them, and am sorry I sent them away.

Because I realized it wasn’t them, it’s just life.

And sometimes it gets the better of me.

I’m sorry.

Fri, August 27 2010 » Uncategorized

2 Responses

  1. amy August 28 2010 @ 9:11 pm

    sometimes it does.=)

  2. Lipstick Jane September 10 2010 @ 7:17 pm

    This is a beautiful post; so true. Have courage dear heart.

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