Oh motivaaaaation!!! Where aaaaaaare yooooouuu??
I wish that I were posting here about all of the weight that I’ve lost and how I’ve made great progress in my fitness. But, I’m not.
It isn’t a total failure; I have managed to lose 10 pounds since the beginning of the year. That’s two bags of flour, thank you very much.
But, I just can’t seem to LOVE IT like I once did. Exercise is a chore that needs to be done. I’m tired of the work and the planning that is involved with the healthy cooking. I just want to eat a damned burger from a drive thru and enjoy it and be ignorant of all the havoc it is creating in my body.
The Body Bugg has been a great tool during this whole adventure so far. It shows me exactly what I’ve done, or not done. As does the scale. And, rather than be motivated by that, I’m discouraged and apathetic.
I know that I need to dig deeper and squash that apathy and do what I must to love myself enough to want a healthy body. I’m just not sure how right now.
